Hannibal V Constantine (hannibalv) wrote,
Hannibal V Constantine

I feel like I want to cry all the time, but I'm incapable.

Crying, for me, is something that happens less than once a year, in general. I don't get sad. It sublimates, instantly, to either anger or apathy (this is why I'm almost always angry, I suppose).

This is not the time to tell me to relax and let go. It won't work. I've tried.

I hate being a broken human. And all the king's Prozac and all the king's Gabitril can't put John back together again.

One bright spot:

Football started for real today. I love football because it is one of the very few things in my life that repays me with as much passion as I put into it. One week down, four glorious months to go.

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.