May 25th, 2003


(no subject)

Fucking doormat.

Subservient little fuck.

You think you're a "nice guy"? Fuck you, you're a fucking limp rag.

You certainly don't fucking know how to fucking have fucking fun.

You couldn't get fucking noticed if you were on fire.

You're just fucking pathetic. Fuck you.

Get the fuck out of my sight.

(no subject)

Observation is not participation, and if you think it is, you're deluding yourself--and I know you well enough to know how much you hate self-delusions.

What's the difference between them and you?

Apparently an ability to turn off the mind and leave...nothing in charge.

"Nothing" is, harsh, perhaps unnecessarily so. But what do they have that you don't which allowed them to go where they went and do what they did, while you stayed where you were and did less than nothing, just observing.

Maybe it's something you have that they lack.

If that's the case, find it, and excise it. Maybe you'll be more interesting.