June 9th, 2004

NPA

(no subject)

I didn't get the job.

This is the reason Hope was in that fucking box: because when you're at the end of your rope, and there doesn't seem to be anything that can improve an aspect of your life, a litle bit of hope will penetrate and make you think that things CAN get better, so you hope, and you believe, and then it all comes collapsing down leaving you even lower than you thought you could have been before hope happened. That is the power of hope.

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