I've made promises to people recently that I haven't kept, made plans for myself that fell apart and can feel the wave of depression cresting once again. I hate my work, I hate my home, and in the words of Steve Buscemi in "Ghost World", I hate my interests.
I didn't leave the house again today.
I was going to see at least one movie, and get some writing done. I didn't. SMAF (Spontaneous Massive Ambition Failure) hit me like a hockey stick to the skull at about 6PM and hasn't let up since.
I can only offer apologies to those I've let down, and abuse to myself.
Today's Link Of The Day is the story of someone who's dealing with crap in his life, too, the poor dumb bastard. http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,3604,647460,00.html
2/10/2002 5:19 AM