Hannibal V Constantine (hannibalv) wrote,
Hannibal V Constantine

February 12, 2002

So much I want to say, so much I HAVE to say but I just can't just can't just can't.

I can fell my depression stabbing me in the brain again, for the second time in less than a week. I'm losing almost all ability to function and I just want to sit staring into the dark and I don't want anything and I would be OK but I've got writing to do but I can't and I want to do it, others are expecting it of me, hell, more importantly I'm expecting it of me but I can't can't can't…

I should stop I should give up I should not promise anything any more I should stop I have no business doing any of this I should stop…

When I try, I fail. Why do I try?

Today's Link Of The Day is, in my morbidity, the Hemlock Society. How can anyone argue with "Good Life…Good Death"? http://www.hemlock.org/

2/13/2002 2:37 AM

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